Sunday, August 14, 2011

In all things....

I know that I need to get out of the house....and be "normal" again...But for some reason, the house seems to be where I want to be. I am going to go to church this morning. But for some reason, I am dreading it. Horribly. I love my church. My friends. and so need to Worship my Lord. I long to be in His house. But I dread having to face people. I wish I knew why. I guess I am strange that way. I talked to James about it, and he thinks it is somewhat normal to feel that way. I am going to go. Because I know I need to, but just need prayers.

God is working on my heart in so many ways. I wish I could actually get it all down. I am working on it. But it is so much, sometimes all I can do is read His word, and pray. He is leading James and I on a journey. <3 Believe me, it has been a rough one this year. But all I can keep thinking is I can't wait to see where He is taking us. I know that all of the storms that we have been facing in the past few months are for a purpose. Through them all, I want to give Him the glory. That's all I can do. Because without Him, I wouldn't be here today. Without all of the prayers going up on my behalf~I just can't imagine. One thing I know is that Prayer works. Look at us. If it didn't, who knows what kind of shape we would be in? We aren't in the "greatest shape", but the one thing that has been consistent throughout all of this~our love for Christ. I remember lying in the hospital bed, thinking that I know God is with us~and has a purpose for us. All we need to do is give Him the praise through out. That's my plan. I have a "bigger blog post" coming...Maybe this I just really wanted to write this now.

Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. 1 Thessalonians 5:18


  1. Dread is normal. It's ignoring it and going anyway that makes it powerful. Sometimes you gotta yell at yourself. Trust, I know. But you will be glad in the end when you do.

  2. I love you and wish you were here<3